Stupid words, it’s all just stupid words and thoughts.
Trespassing through my mind as I try to focus
Unable to understand the meaning but reading the words.
People’s whispers breaking through the walls I’ve tried to build
Inconsequentialy they keep crumbling
Dumb comments and silly jokes
Worrying constantly when I will become the
Object of these whispers, when my past would comeback up to the surface
Ruining everything i have,
Done, everything I’ve made trying to hide my past.
Scared of the whispers.
Sitting in class,
Trying to ignore the person to my right,
For I care to much about them.
Funny isn’t it?
Trying to deny ourselves what we want more than anything because we know that
What we want, will never want us back.
It’s gut-wrenching, like a the moth getting to close to the flame.
It burns every single accidental gaze.
He doesn’t talk,
He sits there staring of in the distance,
I can tell he’s not listening to me
I keep talking anyway not wanted
Awkward silence, for that is my greatest fear
Quiet, because in the quite the true words are spoken.
I can’t handle the truth, I rather hear sweet lies that will help me sleep at night.
I know I’ll get hurt in the end but I don’t care
All that matters is
I’m not sitting alone, he’s here. Across from me
It’s enough to keep me happy for a while
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